I feel much better in the last day or so than I did all of last week. I'm no longer in tears at the drop of a hat. I think it helped just to talk to some friends about my grief. I hadn't allowed myself to do it for so long. I know better than that and would never tell a friend to keep it in, but it's hard on the other side.
Hopefully, I can talk about her here and there and this won't happen again to such a sad degree. I haven't been this sad in so long and I hate how it makes me feel. I know it's good to get yourself through it and feel it, but it feels so uncontrollable and I felt so vulnerable. That's a hard feeling on a Type A personality.
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