This is what I get.
I've had kind of a crappy day today. Nothing specific just not such a great day at work and rough evening at home. I was finally sitting down after all the kids went to bed and was just reading when Jaemin woke up. Just a couple of small whimpers. I crawled in his toddler bed with him and just laid beside him. He always strokes my arms when I lay in his bed or he lays in mine. He rubbed my back this morning. I love that I can just lay with him and make him feel better.
It was in no way his birth mother's purpose in life or reason for her pain to make me a mother to a 5th child. It just happened out of free will. But, of this I am thankful to have him in my life forever. He is so amazing and I love him more and more each day if that's possible. I love everything about him and I love just laying there with him breathing on my face.
He is always going to be my unexpected gift.
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I noticed Jaemin rubbing Brian's back of his shoulder in church when we were singing--it looked so comforting! He is so sweet!
I know.....we're so lucky. I never would have thought this with the way he was in the beginning.
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