JAEMIN HUGGED ME!!! A real hug! He's not been feeling well the past week. His teeth have really been hurting him, but today the one that was trying to come through did and he was in a much better mood. Brian and I have been up with him at least 4 times every night for the past week and sometimes he's up for awhile. He would just cry and cry even after medicine to make him feel better. I felt so bad for him. Tonight I was kissing the girls goodnight and I had him on my lap. He laid his head against my chest while I was on Chelsi's bed and really snuggled in. So I took him to his bedroom next. Usually, we listen to music and I just hold him in his blanket for awhile until he relaxes enough to go to sleep. He doesn't usually want to directly face us. Tonight he wanted nothing but to directly face me. He put his arms up on my shoulders and laid his head down. I squeezed him with a little hug and he squeezed back. He kept doing it until he fell asleep. Nights like this I could just hold onto him forever. He just made me want to cry because it was what I've been waiting for and working for and wanting for 3 1/2 months. He really returned love. He wasn't playing a game, he was loving back. I think with him not feeling well and us being up with him at all hours and taking him to bed, etc. he decided to trust us. Jaemin absolutely made my entire night! I was really starting to worry a bit. He just missed his foster mother so much and I wasn't sure he'd trust us. It just seemed to take so long compared to the girls. He's really getting there now. He's become a momma's boy and likes to cuddle so much more than ever and I LOVE it!
Nothing is better in a momma's heart than her little boy. Jaemin is my little man and I love him so much!
Lisa
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