This was the big night. Chelsi's debut in a play. It's a very small Christian theatre and the count was 51 tonight. But, that's good....let her warm up. There are over 120 scheduled for a day next week and the theatre will barely hold that.
She did so great. At the end the audience is allowed to come and talk to the cast after curtain. I welled up watching everyone come through and shake her hands while they whispered words of encouragement to her. She did tell the director, however, she doesn't care for crowds and didn't like them laughing at her. I'm telling you. You can't help but laugh. She's so darn cute and funny!
One of her castmates' parents brought him candy and these little skateboards he likes as a gift for his first performance (in this play). They also gave the same to Chelsi. It was so sweet! She has really bonded with everyone in the play and they all love her. As soon as she walks in at night they all have to say hi to her and she messes with everyone all night.
As I watch her grow up I almost feel like Steve Martin in "Father of the Bride". I just know that one day she's going to be all grown up and I'm still going to see her exactly how she looks right now at 5 years old. I will wonder where the time has gone and how she grew up so fast. Her and I just have a different relationship. She's just so mature and aged. You see this teeny tiny body, but out of it comes big words, actions and understanding. She's an amazing little girl. And I'm so proud of her!
Just wait 'til tomorrow night when the family comes. Someone's going to be getting some flowers!!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Breath and Catch Up
I'm catching my breath tonight. I've had a nasty little cold and Chelsi's in the thick of play rehearsals as it starts soon. So every single day this week we either have her at rehearsal or the show. And last night was LATE! She was so tired that she nearly fell over standing up in the dressing room. The director let us go after she finished her pieces tonight so she could get some sleep. And I won't even go into how grouchy Kaelin was after last night. NEVER again! But, the big boys have to go with us to rehearsal tomorrow night because they need an audience to practice on and they want to make sure they can't move her attention. So far she's done AWESOME! I can't believe how good she is at it and concentrating. She stays on task, even the day that one of the guys' 3 year olds walked on stage and sat beside her. She just went on with her part.
Yesterday, we had practice for Chelsi last night, but during the day I took the little kids to Kaelin's class at school to do the Lunar New Year (Sol Nal) presentation we were supposed to do last week. It was canceled because of the blizzard. Yes, blizzard.
Kaelin did great. She actually wanted to do this and asked the teacher for it. The teacher gave us pretty much the last hour of the school day. So, Kaelin wrote some things on the board in Hangul, we passed our Won, she wore her hanbok and then we talked about Korean culture. Of course, some of the kids asked about adoption too, so I would quickly answer so we could move on. They would raise their hands so Kaelin could call on them and we could answer their questions. One kid said "Kaelin, you're adopted?!". It was so funny. One kid asked how they kiss in Korea. Oh my! One just wanted to know how old I was. The teacher quickly diverted that one. We brought our pictures from Korea and the kids just loved it all. They asked so many great questions and then they all wanted a Korean name and couldn't understand why Kaelin had a Korean name and English name and they didn't. Hmmm....me thinks this makes her the cool kid. :) This was a room of 2nd graders and Kaelin loved the attention and the time to share. Her teacher was very interested in it all, it seemed. The kids decided I should be a teacher and teach about Korea. So funny! I work with one of the kids' mom and she told me today that he was so excited when he got home yesterday. He told her knows EVERYTHING there is to know about Korea. How funny is that?
And, now I guess I should get back to my photo editing. I'm taking pictures for the show. Last night I had to do pictures for the cast that would be on stage for props. They needed some antiqued pictures. They turned out great! I'd post some, but there are too many others involved and don't want to invade anyone's privacy.
Blizzard anyone? This was 3 hours into it.
Yesterday, we had practice for Chelsi last night, but during the day I took the little kids to Kaelin's class at school to do the Lunar New Year (Sol Nal) presentation we were supposed to do last week. It was canceled because of the blizzard. Yes, blizzard.
Kaelin did great. She actually wanted to do this and asked the teacher for it. The teacher gave us pretty much the last hour of the school day. So, Kaelin wrote some things on the board in Hangul, we passed our Won, she wore her hanbok and then we talked about Korean culture. Of course, some of the kids asked about adoption too, so I would quickly answer so we could move on. They would raise their hands so Kaelin could call on them and we could answer their questions. One kid said "Kaelin, you're adopted?!". It was so funny. One kid asked how they kiss in Korea. Oh my! One just wanted to know how old I was. The teacher quickly diverted that one. We brought our pictures from Korea and the kids just loved it all. They asked so many great questions and then they all wanted a Korean name and couldn't understand why Kaelin had a Korean name and English name and they didn't. Hmmm....me thinks this makes her the cool kid. :) This was a room of 2nd graders and Kaelin loved the attention and the time to share. Her teacher was very interested in it all, it seemed. The kids decided I should be a teacher and teach about Korea. So funny! I work with one of the kids' mom and she told me today that he was so excited when he got home yesterday. He told her knows EVERYTHING there is to know about Korea. How funny is that?
And, now I guess I should get back to my photo editing. I'm taking pictures for the show. Last night I had to do pictures for the cast that would be on stage for props. They needed some antiqued pictures. They turned out great! I'd post some, but there are too many others involved and don't want to invade anyone's privacy.
Blizzard anyone? This was 3 hours into it.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Alarm Night #10
So, last night was night #10. It was dry night #3! Doesn't sound great to some out of 10, but for us, it's huge! I think the last time she had more than 2 in a month period of time was when she had a UTI. She woke up and told me she was try because she was 'holding it'. Great new concept, huh?
Jaemin has been trying too. He's wet at night, but no biggie. Occasionally, he is dry. But, yesterday he was dry all day. It helps that he LOVES getting 1 tiny, little fruit snack (not a package) every time he pees. So while he goes often, I figured it's reinforcing the habit to his body. So, I make as many trips as he needs. Brian said he even came out of bed at 9 last night to go potty again. If we could get him to poop, that would be awesome, but he seems to have a fear of this one. Oh well.... One thing at a time.
I always find it somewhat amusing from all those parental stories of the magically trained child in one day. I think if you ask my mom, I was one of them. But, out of 5 I haven't had one yet. Kaelin was probably the closest, but I do remember the process taking close to 6 months, but she was done by 2 1/2. Much quicker than ALL the others....unless Jaemin gets in here. We'll see.
Jaemin has been trying too. He's wet at night, but no biggie. Occasionally, he is dry. But, yesterday he was dry all day. It helps that he LOVES getting 1 tiny, little fruit snack (not a package) every time he pees. So while he goes often, I figured it's reinforcing the habit to his body. So, I make as many trips as he needs. Brian said he even came out of bed at 9 last night to go potty again. If we could get him to poop, that would be awesome, but he seems to have a fear of this one. Oh well.... One thing at a time.
I always find it somewhat amusing from all those parental stories of the magically trained child in one day. I think if you ask my mom, I was one of them. But, out of 5 I haven't had one yet. Kaelin was probably the closest, but I do remember the process taking close to 6 months, but she was done by 2 1/2. Much quicker than ALL the others....unless Jaemin gets in here. We'll see.
Random Thoughts
Can't think of the last time I watched a show. I mean really watched a show without multi-tasking. Or better yet....in real time! Before DVR for sure. By the time DVR came around we easily had 3 kids and had to just miss the shows totally. Do not have time for tv!!!
Why do people immediately judge people in terribly hard positions without any regard? I mean I know it's human nature, but it's so unkind. I mean, why do we have to judge someone when something terrible is going on in their family, like a loved one is dying, injured, etc? Why can't we have compassion and put ourselves in their place instead?
I know I thought I was so smart when I was younger. I couldn't even begin to imagine that things were really going to get much busier, like the older more mature women kept telling me, as my kids aged. Yep....got a TON busier. So glad our kids are spaced a bit so you can catch your breath. But, sometimes when I watch others add to their families so quickly, all I can think is; how are you going to feel about that when they all are in school and have loads of homework at night, all at the same time. There are definitely some pluses to having them spaced just a little.
And, some of this just comes from watching others on adoption boards I belong to, over many, many years. But, why do they complain about not being able to pay their bills; medical, credit card, etc. and then jump right back into adoptions. I understand the premise of 'I'd rather have my child than the money', but that doesn't 'seem' even remotely responsible to me. I mean you never can accidentally adopt, so it's a very thought out decision...or should be. So, if that's the road you choose, please do not complain about not being able to pay your bills that SHOULD be paid unless your circumstances changed after the child was home. I honestly, would adopt another. I would probably continue our discussions to have another, if it weren't for my realistic worries. Can we afford it in the first place? What if it makes it so we can't pay other bills? Should we expect anyone else to bail us out? I don't feel that's right at all....in any way. Just saying.
And one thing I can't stand is watching people with kids quit their jobs to stay home; disregarding lack of insurance and ability to pay any bills. I completely understand those that have children with disabilities that crop up. Finding care for those children while working would be near impossible. Especially reliable, loving care. Medical care is so scary for a child. I completely understand the want to be with your kids. You're talking to the girl who wanted it for ever 10 years before getting to go part time (even though temporary). But, sometimes you just can't have what you want. I've seen people quit their job to stay home, purely because they wanted to be a stay at home mommy and then put their kids on assistance. Nothing, absolutely nothing burns me more!!!!!
Those are my random thoughts that sometimes pervade my mind as I drive alone to work in the morning or on the way home....or worse....during work. :)
Why do people immediately judge people in terribly hard positions without any regard? I mean I know it's human nature, but it's so unkind. I mean, why do we have to judge someone when something terrible is going on in their family, like a loved one is dying, injured, etc? Why can't we have compassion and put ourselves in their place instead?
I know I thought I was so smart when I was younger. I couldn't even begin to imagine that things were really going to get much busier, like the older more mature women kept telling me, as my kids aged. Yep....got a TON busier. So glad our kids are spaced a bit so you can catch your breath. But, sometimes when I watch others add to their families so quickly, all I can think is; how are you going to feel about that when they all are in school and have loads of homework at night, all at the same time. There are definitely some pluses to having them spaced just a little.
And, some of this just comes from watching others on adoption boards I belong to, over many, many years. But, why do they complain about not being able to pay their bills; medical, credit card, etc. and then jump right back into adoptions. I understand the premise of 'I'd rather have my child than the money', but that doesn't 'seem' even remotely responsible to me. I mean you never can accidentally adopt, so it's a very thought out decision...or should be. So, if that's the road you choose, please do not complain about not being able to pay your bills that SHOULD be paid unless your circumstances changed after the child was home. I honestly, would adopt another. I would probably continue our discussions to have another, if it weren't for my realistic worries. Can we afford it in the first place? What if it makes it so we can't pay other bills? Should we expect anyone else to bail us out? I don't feel that's right at all....in any way. Just saying.
And one thing I can't stand is watching people with kids quit their jobs to stay home; disregarding lack of insurance and ability to pay any bills. I completely understand those that have children with disabilities that crop up. Finding care for those children while working would be near impossible. Especially reliable, loving care. Medical care is so scary for a child. I completely understand the want to be with your kids. You're talking to the girl who wanted it for ever 10 years before getting to go part time (even though temporary). But, sometimes you just can't have what you want. I've seen people quit their job to stay home, purely because they wanted to be a stay at home mommy and then put their kids on assistance. Nothing, absolutely nothing burns me more!!!!!
Those are my random thoughts that sometimes pervade my mind as I drive alone to work in the morning or on the way home....or worse....during work. :)
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
새해복많이비드세요
Hope everyone has a wonderful Year of the Rabbit.
We had a wonderful celebration with friends this past weekend. Forgot the kids' hanboks....AGAIN....but still a great time.
We had a wonderful celebration with friends this past weekend. Forgot the kids' hanboks....AGAIN....but still a great time.
Chelsi and her 'husband' C
The good and the bad of a slightly larger family.
Okay, so we're nowhere near Duggar's super size, but I wouldn't want that. No matter how much I love kids I cannot imagine feeling like I get to give them the time they deserve. Working or not. But, we are still, in fact, larger than your average family. So, sometimes I think about these things as other people discuss family size.
Let's get through the 'bad'.
-Much harder to get a hotel room without separating your family or paying through the nose for a large suite. Most hotels will allow you to squeeze in 5 or so, but not so much on 7.
-We're on the line with vehicles. One more and we either have to trade to get an 8 passenger van or get one of those big vans. I'm definitely not driving one of those 15 passenger things and can't afford a trade right now on my van for an 8 passenger. Not to mention, it's hard to have carseats set up in an 8 because you still have to be able to get through to the back row. And I'm WAY too cheap to drive a suburban.
-There's only one empty chair left at the table and it's not really an empty chair since we bought two more chairs when we found out about little man. You have to straddle a leg, which little man or someone will be doing after he gets out of his booster. What the heck are we going to do when we get inlawed and grandkids?
-It's really hard to afford vacations. While others talk about their multiple trips to Disney, per year, we find other avenues every few years. And you have to get CREATIVE.
-Food is getting WAY expensive. And since we both work (me part time at the moment) we don't have much time for a good garden, so no great ways to save money other than old fashioned being careful.
-Diapers for 14 years!!!!!!!
-People still say 'are you done yet?' and if you actually think about another one (one day) you feel bad because you know people are going to treat you like you're crazy. We got that with #5....not that we plan on a 6th, trust me.
And now for the 'good'.
-Vacations are even more fun with kid at various ages and expectations. No matter where they are or how simple they are.
-Imagine the family table and tv trays and people standing at the counter to eat in just 15-20 more years when we have 5 more kids and grandkids. It will be loud and bustling and cool!
-There's always someone around, so you never ever get lonely. Boredom is another issue with any kid.
-We are reminded more than most other people how amazing God is and how blessed we are!
-Look how many do overs we've had.
-After you teach them to cook and clean, it's really not that bad....though they don't seem to do these things on par with my OCD expectations, so I do redo. Bad habit, I know.
-All the things, we as parents, are exposed to due to 5 very different personalities and interests. I learn new things all the time with new activities.
-There's a hug and a kiss somewhere. You can always find someone willing.
I won't go and say others who have smaller families don't know the true blessings in life, because each decision to his/her own. I will say we have realized money isn't everything and we're thrilled to have spent so much having and raising kids. Of course, there is a fine line on that issue too. Next post.
Let's get through the 'bad'.
-Much harder to get a hotel room without separating your family or paying through the nose for a large suite. Most hotels will allow you to squeeze in 5 or so, but not so much on 7.
-We're on the line with vehicles. One more and we either have to trade to get an 8 passenger van or get one of those big vans. I'm definitely not driving one of those 15 passenger things and can't afford a trade right now on my van for an 8 passenger. Not to mention, it's hard to have carseats set up in an 8 because you still have to be able to get through to the back row. And I'm WAY too cheap to drive a suburban.
-There's only one empty chair left at the table and it's not really an empty chair since we bought two more chairs when we found out about little man. You have to straddle a leg, which little man or someone will be doing after he gets out of his booster. What the heck are we going to do when we get inlawed and grandkids?
-It's really hard to afford vacations. While others talk about their multiple trips to Disney, per year, we find other avenues every few years. And you have to get CREATIVE.
-Food is getting WAY expensive. And since we both work (me part time at the moment) we don't have much time for a good garden, so no great ways to save money other than old fashioned being careful.
-Diapers for 14 years!!!!!!!
-People still say 'are you done yet?' and if you actually think about another one (one day) you feel bad because you know people are going to treat you like you're crazy. We got that with #5....not that we plan on a 6th, trust me.
And now for the 'good'.
-Vacations are even more fun with kid at various ages and expectations. No matter where they are or how simple they are.
-Imagine the family table and tv trays and people standing at the counter to eat in just 15-20 more years when we have 5 more kids and grandkids. It will be loud and bustling and cool!
-There's always someone around, so you never ever get lonely. Boredom is another issue with any kid.
-We are reminded more than most other people how amazing God is and how blessed we are!
-Look how many do overs we've had.
-After you teach them to cook and clean, it's really not that bad....though they don't seem to do these things on par with my OCD expectations, so I do redo. Bad habit, I know.
-All the things, we as parents, are exposed to due to 5 very different personalities and interests. I learn new things all the time with new activities.
-There's a hug and a kiss somewhere. You can always find someone willing.
I won't go and say others who have smaller families don't know the true blessings in life, because each decision to his/her own. I will say we have realized money isn't everything and we're thrilled to have spent so much having and raising kids. Of course, there is a fine line on that issue too. Next post.
Wet Nights
And I'm not talking about the blizzard.
Last night was as bad as night #1. She got up twice with it going off, but by the time she gets up she's done. Her pull up is soaked. Again, use a pull up over the underwear if you don't want added mess and frustration.
I'm going to hold out. I'm going to continue. I'm going to give this thing the full chance. Repeat.
Lisa
Last night was as bad as night #1. She got up twice with it going off, but by the time she gets up she's done. Her pull up is soaked. Again, use a pull up over the underwear if you don't want added mess and frustration.
I'm going to hold out. I'm going to continue. I'm going to give this thing the full chance. Repeat.
Lisa
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